I had a dream

I had a very agitated night on Monday, I was thinking of many things, turning around in my bed, and never could find a peaceful sleep. I was thinking about this story with my sister, and about Christmas with my family, and other things, and I was half asleep half dreaming. I had this terrible dream, we were around the big table at my grand-mothers for Christmas, and it was a terrible fight between us all. I don't even know why, but I hope that it won't be like that because when there is fights in my family its terrible, it's like in a Strindberg play, it can bring people down for weeks, and has an intensity that I have never seen elsewhere. So I hope that it will be all the contrary and a happy dinner. I woke up, really disturbed by this nightmare, and went to drink water, and fell half asleep again, and this time I dreamt that somebody was telling me that my exams where in one week and that I was desperated because I didn't know it and that I had no time to prepare. This was also terrible and I woke up again, and couldn't sleep untill the morning.

When I was having my breakfast, I told that to my flatmate, and I said that it was maybe a warning from my conscience, telling me to work a bit more. I went to attend the lessons, and when I came back home, there was a letter from the university on the kitchen table. I looked at the envelope, and it was from the service that cares about the exams. I was thinking that it was a strange coincidence. I opened it, read it, and fell on a chair. I had made my programm to do the exams in February, as we do in my university, and as I was told I would here, but it begins december 4th, in less than one month!! I have five books to read in german, and some in french, four exams... I don't know what I'm going to do! The only thing is to try to do my best I guess. I'm so angry against all these people that couldn't give me any informations when I asked, even thought they were supposed to know. They could at least have told me that it was two months before the normal schedule!

So, now, let's work! Cross your fingers for me, it will be hard, but if I succed to limit the damage, it will be awesome. I don't want to loose a year because of these bastards!