The trip

My sister is back from a three weeks trip around Sweden with her boyfriend. I told you before that I don't like him because he's very selfish, had a lot of drugs problems, and is nothing but a jerk with my sister, especially when he is with his friends etc... I was hoping that during these three weeks they would have some arguments and break up, because they always have arguments when they are more than a few hours together. I was disappointed to hear from my sister that it was not the case at all, the trip went very well and they had an awesome time together apparently. But that's not the worse!

I almost fell from my chair when I heard that. She kept asking me about apartments. She lives by herself in a small flat, a cheap one although it is very nice, because it's situated in the red light district. you see strange things and people there sometimes, but anyways... She asked me if I knew someone who was letting a flat at a reasonable price, with a garden. I said "maybe, but you know, a flat with a garden is usually not a studio, they are generally bigger apartments, it will be hard to pay it alone with your salary." and she said "yeah, I know, but you know, after this trip, I thought that I could live together with Sven (her boyfriend), we thought it could be nice as we are doing well together". Two month ago she said he was a bastard and she would never see him again, and then he's the man she wants to live with. I can't say anything because if I try to make her realise that her boyfriend is a jerk she gets mad against me... I hope that she will tell my father about that, he has more influence on her, and that he will try to avoid this fiasco!

Maria is coming tommorow for lunch, it'll be the first time I see her since I send the letter. I'm looking forward to hear some comments from her. She's still the only one to know. I couldn't find any occasion to tell my other friends. I also want to go out with them and meet some guys, but I have no time to do it. Maybe I should take one or two evenings off to change my mind, my head is full of things I read and it seems that nothing more can enter. I even dream of it during the night (among other things :P) and it drives me crazy... Yeah, I definitely need to go out this weekend!