Fan club

My gay fan club is increasing. I have a friend whose best friend is gay. As we hang out a lot together, he's often with us, with other gay friends of his. Anytime I attend a party or go to have a drink with them, I get compliments afterwards. It's really nice, I love being complimented, it's one of my favorite activities :D

I went to help my friend to paint her new room, she just moved in a new flat with two roommates. The flat is great! It's an old flat in the city center, with a little plazza just in front of it, a church not far, and a backery downstairs (it smells so good in the morning!). It's so charming, you hear the sweet rumor of the city: not the cars and everything, but the children playing, the old ladies that are speaking on the bench down on the plazza, the church bells every hour, it's like living in a italian village. She also has a wonderful view on the old town, the castle, the cathedral... It's a little paradise. Inside, the flat looks like one of these old appartments you see in the movies, in new york, old and a bit damaged, but full of life and really warm. She's gonna be really happy there I think.

She has two roommates, one girl and a gay guy. I met them yesterday. The guy oppened the door, he had only a boxer on, and he's really incredibly hot. He has a nice body, he's tanned, has a bum I can't even describe... He also has a tatoo located just under his belly button, and it's written "imagine"  well, I imagined, and still am imagining :P

We laid two coats of paint, and had fun working. We were tired after that (we had work frome 9 am to 6 pm with only a little pause at noon) and we seated in the kitchen, ate a cake and had some beers (wich is essential after such a work!) We were three in the kitchen, with an other friend of us, and I told her I had been chatted up by a guy. And she said "well, you know, you also seduced a friend we have in common" and the other one said "shut up! we sweared we wouldn't say anything!" But it was too late :) I asked who it was, but they didn't want to tell me (I knew however that the girl who said it was going to tell me a bit later if the other one wasn't there). I was thinking about who it was, hoping it was someone I liked. Finally, it turned out that it was a guy I appreciate as a friend, but that is not so hot, he told her that when he saw me the last time, with gel on my hair, a nice shirt and all, he was completely seduced.

I knew they were all attending a festival in the old town. I don't know why but I wanted to go there just to tease this guy, this idea excited me. So i put nice clothes, did my hair, and jumped in the bus. I arrived and had a really bad surprise, I met a girl that had a crush on me and that is unbearable. Last time I saw her was three years ago, and she keeps calling me, texting me on every occasion. I always had and still have to find fake excuses because I hate to tell people I can't bear them. The problem is that when she asked what had happened during the three past years, I couldn't remember what I told her, I'm so bad a liar, and have a really bad memory. It was really embarrassing, and I had to find a way to escape... Now that she saw me, I'm sure she's gonna find my adress and ring at my door! Damn!

Finally, after my successful escape, I found the others. The two girls were seated with guys all around, all of them were gay. I knew them all, and we had a lot of fun. They all officially think that I'm straight, but I'm sure some of them have doubts. I seated just in front of this guy that find me so attractive, and I loved to see he was staring at me at every occasion. Nothing else happened but it was something exciting for me. All the others were looking for guys and it's amazing because they know almost every gay guys in the city. I will need their help in some times. It also conforted me in my idea of coming out soon, because there are so many guys I could have, and every night alone is a lost one!

It began to rain and we had to go earlier, I went to sleep at a friend of mine. We were three in the same bed, two girls and I. One of them said "you do not seems so enthuastic about sleeping with two girls!" I said "no problem, it's ok". When we woke up, she said "your'e strange, you're the only straight guy I know that didn't even try to take advantage of the situation!" I just answered that it was nothing to take advantage of, just for kiding, but I don't know if she took it very well :D