Questions

Guillermo came here yesterday after work. We spent a few hours together and it was really cool. Lot of it was spent kissing and talking, and the rest doing other things... but nothing too serious ;) He's unsure about pretty much everything, so it's difficult because he has issues and is questionning everything, like when I asked him if he wanted to come over he was "I'd like to but I'm not sure, I'm wondering, what about it would ruin something between us if we go further? not sure were we are going" and I told him that I had no idea either, but if we don't try we will never know... I told him to chill out and take his time. I mean, we're not in a hurry, and it's great just to be with him and chill out in the sofa. I don't know why he's asking himself so many questions that have no answer. If it's gonna go somewhere, then great, if not, well, that's life, even if it has some consequences... But obviously, at this point, either we stop, go a step back and decide to stay friends, or we go further, but we can't stop right where we are now...

He's coming saturday and is going to cook here for me, I'm looking forward :) I think that I will surprise him and buy some oysters, that he likes very much (and so do I). I hope that I wont cut myself like I did last time :/ it's really hard to open them!

Tommorow, Stan is coming back to Switzerland! :) He's gonna be at my place at 6pm for dinner, he's gonna have the meal of his life ;) I'm so excited to see him!

A meal and a kiss

Hehe, good work with Guillermo ;) He came at my place for a nice dinner. I thought that he was going to spend the night here, but he announced at his arrival that he had to leave around 10 pm to pick up his mother :/

We had a great meal and conversation, he told me a lot about himself. He had a lot of issues when he was a kid, because he was fat and gay, and it didn't help in a small village... He still seems to have a lot of issues with his body image, although he is now well fit.

We talked a lot around the table, and then we moved to the sofa for the digestive. He was still speaking, and I stopped him, and told him that I hoped that he had understood that if I had invited him this night it was not just because I liked him as a friend. He smiled, and told me that he liked very much the way all that was happening. It was time for him to leave, but I didn't want to let him go without a kiss. We shared a long sweet kiss before he left. :) I'm looking forward to see what will follow!

Fish

This is a receipt from my father (best cook of the world) that I tested myself tonight. It's certainly the best fish receipt ever, and the simplest one. I very seldom eat fish because it is soooo expensive in Switzerland, but tonight I got some from my father :) It's coming from the sri-lanka, but I'm not even feeling guilty for all the CO2, viva Copenhagen! :P

- A big piece of marlin, cut in a steaks approximately one centimeter thick

- Curcuma (mix of spices, don't ask my what's inside...)

- some shallot, cut in the thinnest slices possible

- a few pistachios (or pistachi??)

- Lime juice

- a very fine olive oil

- chive

Take the marlin-steaks. Spinkle a bit of curcuma on it for the color and taste. Put it on an slightly oiled grill pan (a pan with some "waves" that make lines on the steaks as if you had put it on a grill), at high temperature, two minutes on each side. Take out of the fire immediatly. Cut your steak in some slices. Put it on a serving plate. Put on it the shallot slices, the chive, the pistachios. Pour some lime juice on it, and then the olive oil, some salt and some pepper, and let it marinate in the fridge at least two hours.

Enjoy it, it is so good that I'm sure that I will wake up in the middle of the night to eat some :P Oh my god, I can't wait to eat it!

4 am

Ahah! He's gay! :) After his first answer, I get another one, around 4 am (!) saying "Just so you know, I'm the same as you. Discussion to be followed on our next meeting. Sweet dreams"

I start to love where this is going... :)

Guillermo

Mmm... I'm just back from the restaurant. Guillermo couldn't come yesterday because his competition ended late in the evening and it was in another city. We met today, and went to eat in one of my favourite restaurants. We had a nice meal, and it was a very enjoyable night, we talked without stopping during more than three hours, with a lot of funny moments. This is quite good. The part that I don't like is that I got really confused... He was dressed very well, like for a date, he smiled at me looking me in the eyes for the whole evening, and asked three times by different ways if I was a bachelor, and that made me think that he was interested, but on the same time, he told me about his ex girlfriend... it was quite confusing.

We asked for the bill, and he brought me back home by car, and he asked me another time "so, amongst all the nice ladies there is in your faculty, you never found the right one?" and I was like "mmm... no, I don't think there is a right lady for me..." expecting him to ask for more, but he stopped there. Just before going down from the car, he said "well, Charlie, I had a very good evening, I hope that we'll have meet very soon" and I said I had a very nice time too, and we looked each other for a moment, I didn't know what to do, I mean if he's not gay, I don't want to come a cropper... I just shook his hand and went out.

I wrote a text a few minutes ago, saying "Hi, I had a very nice time tonight. As you aked a few times already, I will tell you something. I'm not really into girls... I don't tell everyone, but I have the feeling that it won't bother you. Just so you know why I don't talk that much about my love life. Anyways, I'm not any worse at giving advices for the studies for this reason, it doesn't change anything :) I hope that it's not a problem for you. See you on tuesday, and have a good night." and I got the answer "It doesn't bother me at all. I had some doubts about it. I'm touched that you told me. I had a REALLY nice evening, and you are someone REALLY nice. Have a good night and see you on tuesday ^=^" hum... it doesn't really bring something new...

Rendez-vous

I'm seeing Guillermo in two hours. I've got to take a shower and get ready. He'll be back of a gym competition.

I found on the internet that he made a regional mister something competition, there is a short clip on a local tv site where you can see him presenting himself. At one moment he's dancing with his top off, not bad at all, I tell you :P

Diploma

I'm gonna get my diploma today! :) a part of the family is coming to the ceremony. I'm a bit disappointed because my father won't be there with his wife. I hope that he'll be there for the next one.

I start to be a bit exhausted, it's been two weeks that I hadn't have a real long night of sleep. Last weekend I was out all the nights and finished very early in the mornings... I went to Lucerne to show the city to some friends of mine, and then to Zürich to visit some friends and family. I think that I have never eaten as much in one weekend!

I also met Guilermo tuedsday. We were eating, and speaking, and he asked if I had a girlfriend. I said no, but didn't know how to say something for him to make sure that he knows that I'm gay. Anyway, we decided to have a drink on saturday night, and I guess that he understood that we're not going to talk about the law all the night long... He's a really sweet guy, and also quite good looking. He's doing some gym competitions, so I guess that there is some interesting material under his shirt ;)

I'll keep you in touch!