Guillermo came here yesterday after work. We spent a few hours together and it was really cool. Lot of it was spent kissing and talking, and the rest doing other things... but nothing too serious ;) He's unsure about pretty much everything, so it's difficult because he has issues and is questionning everything, like when I asked him if he wanted to come over he was "I'd like to but I'm not sure, I'm wondering, what about it would ruin something between us if we go further? not sure were we are going" and I told him that I had no idea either, but if we don't try we will never know... I told him to chill out and take his time. I mean, we're not in a hurry, and it's great just to be with him and chill out in the sofa. I don't know why he's asking himself so many questions that have no answer. If it's gonna go somewhere, then great, if not, well, that's life, even if it has some consequences... But obviously, at this point, either we stop, go a step back and decide to stay friends, or we go further, but we can't stop right where we are now...
He's coming saturday and is going to cook here for me, I'm looking forward :) I think that I will surprise him and buy some oysters, that he likes very much (and so do I). I hope that I wont cut myself like I did last time :/ it's really hard to open them!
Tommorow, Stan is coming back to Switzerland! :) He's gonna be at my place at 6pm for dinner, he's gonna have the meal of his life ;) I'm so excited to see him!
2 comments:
Awww, I hope this thing with Guillermo doesn't become a complication like with the previous guys you were with. I hope it works out!!
And hurray for Stan visiting. That must be exciting. :-)
Your comment "we can't stop right where we are now..." is spot on.
But maybe you dont need to make decision, just see where things go over the next few weeks.
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