Alessandro

You know there is this guy at the uni, Alessandro, a tall italian, who's so good looking, athletic, nice, clever, fun, etc... We are always seating next to each other and spend all our time together when we are attending the lessons. He doesn't speak to other people, because he's really shy despite his size, shape an class, that would make any girl melt at first sight, and any boy get jealous. He's always coming a bit earlier than me, and take a seat for me. We are spending all our pauses toghether, discussing of random things. Our favourite activity is to comment the small happenings in our class. We are both very observant and see any detail, and our ears are also listening to any conversation, and there are always funny things to discuss, people always talk as if nobody was listening... That's why, for instance, we called a girl we know the "receptacle", for her boyfriend said to another guy that the only reason he was staying with her is that he could empty himself, very classy :D

We also have our daily conversation after the lessons. He's always in a hurry because his girlfriend is crazy, very jealous and controlling, and I think that for a few weeks, he's been really tired about her harassing him all the time. She calls every hour, checks his schedule, comes at the uni to check that he's not lying when he says he's there... Crazy girl. On the same time, I cannot guarantee I wouldn't be the same if I had a guy that attractive as a boyfriend :)

Well, we were outside, on the grass field just in front of the building. He was a bit nervous, I could see it because he was looking everywhere, moving nervously, and he said: "you know man, I dumped my girlfriend..." and I was "oh shit, why?" he became a bit more nervous, started to scratch his hair with his hand and said "I want to speak with you about something. It's been a few weeks now. You know... I don't know how to say that... we spend a lot of time together, and we have a lot of fun... I mean... you know, I hope that it wont scare you, but I feel something... between us, but I don't know how to say it..." My heart was beating at full speed, the world vanished around me, I looked at him and I said "go ahead, I'm sure I know what you want to say, and it's been weeks that I'm waiting for you to say that!" he seemed a bit surprised, looked at me and said with a trembling voice "I think... I think that... I'm attracted to you" It was like an explosion of happiness in my body, I was like floatting in the air. I slowly approached my mouth to his, and we started to kiss, greatest time ever...

But... there is a problem... I woke up :( At first I didn't remember the dream. And for a few hours, I was really happy. You know, when something good happens to me, or when I receive a gift that I really enjoyed, and I don't remember what it is, I have this happy feeling through my body and mind, and I think about what it is untill I find it. I just know that it's something good and I look for it untill I remember, and when I find what it was it's even better. I had this feeling during all this morning, but I finally remembered the dream, and remembered it was actually a dream. So disapointing... I was ready to pass a loooooooong boring sunday at home. Rainy, with nothing to do, nor anyone to see. That's the bad side when you live alone. I should have a cat or something, or a cool neighbour. I turned in the flat like a fish in a bowl for the whole day, and I'm looking forward to go to sleep! (and to go back in my dream)