Monday, 18 August 2008

Thursday evening

I'm back from my first exam... I really don't know what to think about it, I'm all mixed up and I have the feeling of being completely empty at this moment. I will go to swim in a moment and change my mind before the next one. I hope that it will be enough to get a grade above the average.

I didn't tell you about thursday night. I had planned everything in my mind but of course it didn't go that way... So, Alex and two other friends (Ulrika and Greg) came at my place around 9pm. We started by drinking some beers and talk, and then we started to play the game. Ulrika proposed to go on a trip with two other girls (I had travelled with them before, and it was really awful, never ever travel with 3 girls!!!) and I said "never again! It was really terrible and I never became as mad as when I travelled with you!" She took it very personnally and she was really miffed, wich resulted in an awkward situation. To arrange the situation I started talking and as I knew that Alex was going to move out in a new place, I asked him about it, and he said "yes, I'm actually moving with my boyfriend"... I knew he had a boyfriend, but I didn't know it was so serious between them. So I started to think a little bit and thought that it was not really fair to try anything with him and maybe break his couple especially now that they are moving together... I do not want to begin my career as a trouble maker!

This announce also provoked another awkward situation, because Greg (he's also gay) is more or less in love with Alex, and it's also a shock for him, I guess, to see Alex move out with his boyfriend. Greg said it was to early etc... and everybody was tense and awkward... So I put more beers on the table hopping that if everyone drank a bit more it would be ok. It was actually the case and it went much better. Everyone left around 1am, and nothing more happened. I was a bit disapointed, i didn't expect that, but it's not a drama, I will soon have some time to go out and chase after some guys.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

That's the spirit! Chin up. :)