Snowy sunday

I got bored today... Sarah was supposed to come here this morning with the breakfast, but she got drunk yesterday evening with my sister (because now they apparently go out without asking me to come with them, very nice) and she couldn't wake up. I had nothing to eat (I was counting on her, it was snowing outside, and I wasn't courageous enough to go to the backery) the last thing that was in my cupboard was a pack of crisps, healthy breakfast! I watched several episode of "weeds". The serie is ok, but the main reason why I watch it is Hunter Parrish :P

I got a call from the boyfriend of my mother around noon, he asked me if I wanted to come over and watch the final in Melbourne. I went there and we watched it with him and my mother. Federer lost after a great match, I love to see him play against Nadal.

Yesterday we went to the restaurant with my mother and her boyfriend, he invited us (my mother, my sister and I). It was in my favourite restaurant, a very good one. I had some lobster bisque, and then a big piece of fish, whose name I dont know in english, "loup de mer". It was wonderfully prepared, I loved it. After dessert, we went to have a coffee and cognac in a big palace-hotel in the city center. The boyfriend is really nice, he makes me laugh, he's so clumsy, it's a permanent show :) Since we first met, he invite us to do a lot of things. From what I know he's never been married and has no kids. I think he wants to make things in family. It's nice of him, but I'm a bit too old for this kind of things... When I was living with my mother after the divorce, we stopped doing things "in family" because it was very tense between us, and now, it seems a bit artificial to me. I find it a bit awkward... plus I don't know why, but I feel a bit guilty to make things with them, as if I were doing something on my father's back. Well... it's a new situation, and I have to get used to it. They have to understand that although I'm not anymore a 14yo bitchy boy as I was with my stepmother, and although I accept it and I am happy for them, it's something important to have someone new in the family.

I came back here after tennis, and stayed in my couch for hours, surfing the net for stupid or horny things... I'm not tired at all, although I'd like to sleep, because I have a long day tommorow. I start at 7 am and have work until 7:45 pm... I still work at the hospital, and I get this job with the kids, and I will start tommorow... I'm not sure that I can handle this, alone. It will be a test. I just pray not to be with crazy kids as the ones I got last week, it was a mess... It took us (me and the woman that was in charge) 20 minutes to calm the kids and make them work. It was a rough introduction. And this time I will be alone :S The trainer said the supervisor that I was great and had a really good contact with the kids, but if I had been alone, I'm not sure I could have been able to calm the class down.

Please cross your fingers for me... If I can still stand after this day, I will tell you how it worked.